I have written this, and from being able to communicate with those on the other side. First I was told to teach, after having this wonderful experience in having seen our source on the other side that one day. Now it all makes sense to me, I had asked our source for wisdom, and not knowing what I was asking for and being more explicit with my asking, God opened me up to the other side completely. I asked questions as to why each one had a light and why was it that each being had a different color surrounding them. My dad gave me a clue as to why, although he could not tell me. Jesus told me in time I would know, but being so curious about this, I realized the reason why, I began the quest of understanding what causes all of us to be held back. I asked God about a decision I was to make, I was joking about this, but at the same time I wanted assistance in this, and was told he does not make our decisions. And so, all of this is of my own experiences...